All I can do is dream

Take a deep breath in and let it out in a sigh.

You put in a lot of hope and a lot of positive energy because you know that deep down inside this is how it was meant to be, this is what it feels like to have something you want so badly, but the time has yet to come for your dreams to come true.

Many will think that this is just an infatuation that will not last, and believe me I did think of that too. Whatever it may be, all that I know is, this is the first time for me to feel that way, and things hurt ten times more than it did last time. If you were to say that I have found something that I have not felt before, I would agree, if you were to say that this is what I can finally call as something more to love, then I'd have to stop you right there. Much as I wish to want to agree with you, I just daren't put too much hope and expectation into it. I know that deep down I really really feel like this is it, this is love, this is the real thing that I can handle, but as I take in my surroundings I realize that this may not be what you are after.

It saddens me to know that there will be other prospects that you may be after, after all the effort that I have seen from you that begged to differ. One can only really really hope now that this is just the hardships that I would have to get through, and soon I will find my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.