New and +ve.

New and positive! (Or I try to be!) HAHA! 

A lot has happened in the past semester, some good and wonderful things, and some bad ones. On the outside, I always seem the carefree, try to always be happy, silent person but at times I'm drowning in a pool of my own pain, and it is this pain that I pour into the souls of these walls (as in my blog, like yeah). A lot of pain, I did not dedicate to this wall, because I feel it too tender to be so public about, however, as the title says, I'm trying to be more positive so I'll let bygones be bygones and to take things with a new angle!

So, with the new year, and a new semester, I promise myself to change a little,  that not every post that I have shall result in a negative post, but rather more good ones, and the occasional sad ones, because without sadness, there's nothing to look forward to, right? And then when a good thing comes, it would be too normal for a celebration to be brought about :D

So today was the first day I think I gave a mixture of shock and surprise to many people, I apologize  if any of you had a minor heart attack (just me exaggerating, please ignore!) but all in all, a good change for me. Lesser bad days, and with the difficulty of getting transportation previously, in a way, it is good that I did that change. The hassle of feeling sad and stressed up about it. Maybe it will be a shock to you guys that I can get stress about small matters like this, well, call me weak, call me stupid, call me whatever it is you want to call me, I don't really care, but unless you knew what was going through my mind at that time, then only would you be allowed to judge me so cruelly. Oh and by the way, it wasn't just this that was going through my mind, but a whole lot more of crap. But that's over now, haha, so on to the new stuff. More next time!