Will you miss me?

I'm finally home! It feels so good to be home! Not that the current situation is one that is tough, I have managed to live there and adapt to life there, but it is indeed a gift to be able to stay in the comfort of one's home. So what are the things that I miss? I guess the most important is the toilet! (Haha!) Okay okay, that would have to be second, because I obviously miss my parents and sister the most. But then again, it really is good to finally be able to wash my hair with hot water, and not freeze to death by the mere thought of bathing in my hostel. (shudders) Well, at least for a month, I wouldn't need to worry about that thought, so that's something to look forward to. Oh and there's also the wifi to be thankful about. No more unexpected connection lost and whatnot, unless somebody turns off the wifi without realizing it, just like last night! (haha!) just the thought makes me smile at the cuteness! Then there's my friends here that I miss too! Had a great time catching up with them last Saturday, me going on and on with my marathon, and them cutting in with those "commercials" that somehow was so fictional (but i gotta admit that the originality was somewhat interesting, just that it would so not happen in my case) that it ceases to amaze me why these people, yes they are friends of mine, did not receive the best award for script writing or something along those lines. I gotta admit, me telling my story again was so long-winded I know that I may have bore some of you, with that I apologize! Maybe if I actually told the story while it was happening, you all would have been able to share that giddy feeling that I was feeling, and share the sweetest of the sweet memories that just so you know, I have locked safely in my memory bank. As I've said before, two words : simply, beautiful. And maybe to some you would guess that it had to do with me coming home. I don't deny, it does, but yet there is a second delight to it, and only those who know the story, those which have heard it, or were actually in it can only understand what was so delightful about it all. I can't say it here now, maybe someday I may be able to, but until then, it's a secret!
Time flies quickly, so don't you worry sweetie, you would be home sooner than you think you may be! I haven't forgotten about you! (haha!) It seems like I may have but I haven't, though I'm not sure if its the same case for you, I may be unimportant to you now that there's someone more special to you. Quite sad really, but anyway, I trust that things happen for a reason. So if things do not come out the way I thought it would, maybe it was made to be that way, right?
So I wonder, as I am back here, will you miss me? Because one thing's for sure, I do miss you, I just can't tell you, can I?